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2011-01-30 14-07-56 |
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It's time to say good bye.
I have been sitting here this morning trying to work up the courage to say goodbye. My journey into kink started when I found this place. I had always been curious and experimental. But I did not know the words for what I was feeling and thinking. Hubby and I enjoyed the journey together for a long time. But somewhere along the way the disconnect started. And the rift between him and I has become so large I don't know if we'll make it. But he has asked that I end my online life. He feels the kinkfo and the relationships I have made here have "changed" me. I disagree with him. I feel that it has only helped me define myself. But from the beginning I told him that he could pull the plug at any point. He has done that now. As much as I don't want to I have to end this part of my life and try to save my marriage. My children deserve that much. I love this place. And I love the people here. And I will be forever grateful for the friendships, support, education, knowledge, confidence and laughs that have been precious gifts to me over the last year and a half. And I wish you all the best in your futures. Thank you kinkfo. From the bottom of my heart. Kitty.
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